at the moment, i am seriously thinking about dropping everything and just move to Sweden. Or at least get a game plan and start working on it…. I don’t know, i just want to leave this place and be by myself and do my art. hmmmm……. i need help
atm I feel like everyone should listen to Afterlife or Porno, both songs by the band Arcade Fire they are definitely top on my list of what good music is currently
So… A shit ton has been happening lately.
First my cousin’s boyfriend and I are going to start a donut/ice cream business in a truck, with the help of my cousin and sister. We plan to make ice cream inspired donuts an donut inspired ice cream, we are making it all on our own and asking people we know with culinary experience to help us. We don’t plan to open until next summer, but we still have a lot of work cut out for us. If it is a success in the summer we might travel to California for the winter and try to sell there. Personally I hope we go international with this idea so I can move to Sweden….
Which brings me to the second thing, Sweden. I really want to move there so I can be alone and do my art in privacy and to just get away from the United States, I planned to go to a University there and take course for music production and then get a job and live there. BUT, with the business I am starting, Sweden will have to wait. I’m still going to try and visit there this fall, but I don’t know 100% if that will happen now due to the new business project. We’ll see.
Third is that I finally get a fuck buddy. We are good friends in general, but I just been so sexually frustrated lately that masturbating is not enough. So I am pretty excited but nervous about that.
Fourth is that my anxiety has gotten a lot better, I feel good and happier, even though things aren’t going the way I planed but I am all right about that.
Last is my family life, it sucks because my uncle has been showing no signs of leaving the house anytime soon, and he has crossed limits with everyone with his obnoxious rants and rave and tell people what to pursuit because that is their “American Dream.” I just want him to shut up, everyone in my family is going through a lot now to make it in the future and they want to do what they like. Nobody needs a retarded idiot to tell them what they should do, honestly he has problems of his own that he needs to figure out so he can move out!