A Lone Wolf

at the moment, i am seriously thinking about dropping everything and just move to Sweden. Or at least get a game plan and start working on it…. I don’t know, i just want to leave this place and be by myself and do my art. hmmmm……. i need help

Music asks #23 :)

atm I feel like everyone should listen to Afterlife or Porno, both songs by the band Arcade Fire they are definitely top on my list of what good music is currently 

So… A shit ton has been happening lately.
First my cousin’s boyfriend and I are going to start a donut/ice cream business in a truck, with the help of my cousin and sister. We plan to make ice cream inspired donuts an donut inspired ice cream, we are making it all on our own and asking people we know with culinary experience to help us. We don’t plan to open until next summer, but we still have a lot of work cut out for us. If it is a success in the summer we might travel to California for the winter and try to sell there. Personally I hope we go international with this idea so I can move to Sweden….

Which brings me to the second thing, Sweden. I really want to move there so I can be alone and do my art in privacy and to just get away from the United States, I planned to go to a University there and take course for music production and then get a job and live there. BUT, with the business I am starting, Sweden will have to wait. I’m still going to try and visit there this fall, but I don’t know 100% if that will happen now due to the new business project. We’ll see.

Third is that I finally get a fuck buddy. We are good friends in general, but I just been so sexually frustrated lately that masturbating is not enough. So I am pretty excited but nervous about that.

Fourth is that my anxiety has gotten a lot better, I feel good and happier, even though things aren’t going the way I planed but I am all right about that.

Last is my family life, it sucks because my uncle has been showing no signs of leaving the house anytime soon, and he has crossed limits with everyone with his obnoxious rants and rave and tell people what to pursuit because that is their “American Dream.” I just want him to shut up, everyone in my family is going through a lot now to make it in the future and they want to do what they like. Nobody needs a retarded idiot to tell them what they should do, honestly he has problems of his own that he needs to figure out so he can move out!

someone please ask me a question, i’m bored…….

or even just chat with me, i have skype

Stupid selfies because I want to try to believe I am pretty at least for the moment

My Tunnie Honey, so beautiful

My Tunnie Honey, so beautiful

Such a model 😻

Such a model 😻

My little acnl avatar is so cute!!! 

MUSIC ASKS these are actually pretty fucking hard but why not.
1: A song you like with a color in the title
2: A song you like with a number in the title
3: A song that reminds you of summertime
4: A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about
5: A song that needs to be played LOUD
6: A song that makes you want to dance
7: A song to drive to
8: A song about drugs or alcohol
9: A song that makes you happy
10: A song that makes you sad
11: A song that you never get tired of
12: A song from your preteen years
13: One of your favorite 80’s songs
14: A song that you would love played at your wedding
15: A song that is a cover by another artist
16: One of your favorite classical songs
17: A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke
18: A song from the year that you were born
19: A song that makes you think about life
20: A song that has many meanings to you
21: A favorite song with a person’s name in the title
22: A song that moves you forward
23: A song that you think everybody should listen to
24: A song by a band you wish were still together
25: A song by an artist no longer living
26: A song that makes you want to fall in love
27: A song that breaks your heart
28: A song by an artist with a voice that you love
29: A song that you remember from your childhood
30: A song that reminds you of yourself